Dear Luv

on Wednesday, May 19, 2010 6:10:00 PM

Sometimes i wonder, what difference will make it if i don't exsist in this world. I'm being used and deceived. I thought it was the right thing, to help a friend. But turns out, it's just a waste. I really wonder. What would it be like if it's somebody else they are complaining to, asking help but when given, they turn down that idea. How would the listeners feel? It sometimes hurts, deeply..

I've been helping alot in this situation. I'm trying my very best to do all i can. Things will turn to a dump and we all will suffer. It maybe a habit that all will tend to feed on attention since we all are giving them most of it during their hard times. But at this situation, i'm no backstabber. It's just different. Tougher and bolder than normal. It's hard.. Sometimes i just feel like breaking down in boyfriend's arms and let go of everything. I just have bad times too. It's keeling me to see my loved ones suffering from somebody i know and i'm just letting that person suffer. Now, i'm trying my best to push everything foward. I'm no superhero but just a thoughtful friend. I just hope they appreciate that. I'll keep pushing and hope that things will get better slowly.

And i'm NOT gonna give up on this.

Connections Irfaan♥, JiaminSB2, AyinnHeroine, Faye, YutingIcecream.