Dear Luv

on Thursday, May 20, 2010 9:00:00 PM

I guessed trying to kill myself is not a good idea.. I'm trying my best to move on. But look, my friends are really sometimes driving me nuts. Only one actually.. I really couldnt handle the nonsense already, my grip on the rope is weak.. I'm slowly letting go.. And poof, its gone. But one person is still tryna salvage it. And complains that everything is not what it seems and couldnt accept the result. As for today, nothing inspires me. I'm looking foward to failure tommorow.. I broke down several times and sb2, faye, kaiying, cassandra, siewchen was there for me.. The only ones who even noticed that i shed million tears.. In class, canteen, toilet, foyer.. It hurts me..

Sometimes, being with somebody is the same as being with nobody.. Sometimes, its too much.. It's either me or him.. But think back, it's mine.. All this days, i've been working hard, tryna keep up with stuffs. But, i expected too high.. It turned the opposite.. I can't do this anymore.. I really can't..

I wanna give up and i know that i need to give up, but its hard to let go....

Connections Irfaan♥, JiaminSB2, AyinnHeroine, Faye, YutingIcecream.