on Sunday, May 30, 2010
6:12:00 PM

"God didn’t give you another day to live because you need it, He gave you another day because someone else out there needs you."
Things went pretty well last time. I get to lend my shoulder for you to cry on, for you to lean on. I gave you my attention. I helped you in that situation. But i guess things are different now. You left me here. And now, i'm back to square one. Those words you used to ensure me that i'm never gonna fall back to the same ground again were just lies. You may still be there, but you're not the same anymore. I don't know anymore. You changed completely and now i think things are going to go back to how it was last time. Sweet, those words i gave you, those attention i spent on you, those nights i cried for you. As usual, imma piece of shit to you. That's new caused you promised me that i won't fall back on the same ground again but now, you kicked me out of your plane and made me crash there. The same spot. Confusion, lost, alone. Thanks for ruining my life.